Divergent Chaos

The day turns into night,
Everything fades in the dimming light,
The sun hides away its face,
as the moon takes its place.

Clouds covers the wide sky,
hiding the stars perched up high.
Hoping for a peek of starlight,
Staring at the moon shining bright.

Summer wind blows,
hot and humid air flows.
I miss you in this warm night,
All i want to do is hold you tight.

I dreafully wish for rain,
To bring Relief for this heat’s disdain.
Quench the burning thirst of summer,
This will be a night to remember.

It was my fault,
That i loved you more than i should.
It was my fault,
To give you more than i could.

It was my mistake,
But i’ll let this go on forever.
Though there are consequences i need to
take,
I absolutely wanted us to be together.

I need you to be here by my side,
I want to see you blooming with pride.
Though all the roses have died,
This love will always survive.

The flowers once bloomed then faded,
Leaving their thorns embedded.
They left my heart bewildered and jaded,
For all this time, i have just waited.

Let this misery go on,
Let this solitude continue.
A love deserted and forlorn,
Constantly waits for you.

My breath is getting shorter,
As i approach you there.
Thoughts focused on what i will say
Saying to my self that this is the day.

Today i’m gonna tell you how i feel
Today, my secrets i will reveal.
Things that i have kept hidden,
Emotions that were forbidden.

I will state the content of my heart,
Remove the things that kept us apart.
I will sit next to you,
and talk about what you love to do.

I’m going to gather all my courage,
I’m going to send this message.
I’ll let you know that i love you,
And ask if you could love me too.

I’ll wait for your reply,
I’ll wait till time pass me by.
I’m gonna sit here by your side,
Regardless of the answer you would have implied.

I know i can never deny,
That what i feel for you is true.
I just know i have to try,
To be at this moment there with you.

I need to show, i need to express
All the love that my heart felt.
I’ve said it now, nothing more to confess
Understand that this love is my greatest wealth.

I perfectly love you at this moment.
I loved you yesterday, so will i tomorrow.
I’ve love you from past to present,
With all the moments i borrow.

This feeling that i can’t surmise,
Grows impatient and strong,
Eternally aware of how time flies.
Looking for the heart where it belong.

Mindlessly i walk on the corridors of my soul,
Searching for you, seeking you.
I have long wished again to be whole,
I have long waited for my dream to come true.

I was condemned for stealing time,
I did not know that it was a crime.
I only wanted to be there with you,
I only needed to say that i love you.

I could not forget what had transpired,
You’re the only one my heart admired.
Yet this world kept us apart,
Invisible and away from my heart.

I waited too long for a chance,
I wasted an eternity for a glance.
I knew that fate would be too cruel,
Yet i still played the part of a fool.

To love you is to live my life on hope,
Revelling in time makes it too hard to
cope.
I’d give up my unneccessary freedom,
just to give you a warm welcome.

If i am bound to this fate,
Then I’d gladly surrender my hate.
If only i could be with you,
Then my wishes could all come true.