Divergent Chaos

Im placing my everything on the line
just to show you that all is just fine
To lose your love to someone else is my
mistake
At that moment, My dreams and hope were
at stake.

I used to love you perfectly so much
But it ended tragically as such.
When love was murdered, hate was born.
I’ve now removed the mask i placidly
worn.

It was time to wakeup from a nightmare
called "you",
And reject all your lies that i
forcefully made true.
The first time i opened my eyes since
we met,
I only saw my impending demise and
regret.
You forced me to break, all the promise
i had made.
And give an abrupt ending to that game
we played.
You had just awaken the worst part of
me,
This is now the moment to regain my
lost sanity.

Fate caused us to be together;
Love caused me to suffer;
I will carry this hate forever;
We have an eternity to remember.

As evening falls,
I can hear the voice of Sleep as she
calls.
Inv iting me once more in slumber,
To give another dream for me to
remember.
< BR>Before i close my sleepy eyes,
I take a quick glimpse at the stars in
the skies.
I marvel at the beauty of the darkness
above,glittering with starlights that i love.

..be cause that’s the only place where i
can be with you.
Where we share a love so sinfully true.
A love absolutely sacred and divine,
Essense of agape, where you are forever
mine.
As evening falls, I can hear the voice of Sleep as she calls. Inv iting me once more in slumber, To give another dream for me to remember. < BR>Before i close my sleepy eyes, I take a quick glimpse at the stars in the skies. I marvel at the beauty of the darkness above,glittering with starlights that i love. I had already said my goobyes to the sun And i said my greetings to the moon as she shun. Illuminatin g heaven’s dark veil, Hoping that her light would never ever fail. As my eyelids close, The cold west wind blows. Giving me a comforting grave chill, all in accordance to my will. At last, my world is dreanched in darkness, M y body succumbs to a fleeting numbness. I can feel no sorrow nor pain. In my new world, i cant even feel the wind and the rain. In this land of dreams, all my fantasies are filled to their brims. I f only i could exist in this place forever, If only i could be in this utopia as a dreamer.. In this place, I cant help but only to be amazed, Everythin g i can ever hope for is here, ..but soon they will all disappear.. A s sun again rises from the east, Bringing an end to this temporary bliss. Waking me up from my solemn sleep, With all the memories of my dreams to keep. < BR>I shall again wait for another night, Wait for another break from the burdens of life To escape from this tedious reality, Towards my blissful fantasy. ..be cause that’s the only place where i can be with you. Where we share a love so sinfully true. A love absolutely sacred and divine, Essense of agape, where you are forever mine.

This is the last day,
There’s nothing left for me to say
You had decided to go on your own way
And i know i cant make you stay.

This is the last chance
For me to take a glance
At the face that i loved once
Let me take you for a final dance.

Smile before you go away from me,
Let me know that you are happy
Please at least let me see,
That you’re glad to be free

Say your excuses and goodbyes,
Tell me all your reasons and lies
and You’ll not see the tears in my eyes
I just wish i can forget you as time
flies.
This is the Last day
I dont care anymore,come what may
My skies had already turned gray
And I now have my heart kept at bay.

In the stillness of the night,
Amazed by the full moon’s flight
The stars glitter brightly on the
background
Cold winds blows without a sound.

Trance d by the silence,
I am numb of any sense.
all that is left is a feeling of
anxiety,
Wa iting for everything to fall back to
reality.
I see your silhoutte,
On everything that my eyes set.
Shadows becomes your shape
Against the awaiting darkness gape.

If you’re not the one for me,
Then i will have to face reality
Let me burn in your flames,
Then throw my ashes for the sea to
claim.

I’m going to be honest,
I have been waiting for you all of my
life
I’m giving you all my best
Despite the circumstance and the hype.

I’m wating for a chance to meet you
A chance to mean what i said
To prove every sentence and words are
true
and wipe the tears you shed.

Let me be your redemption,
Make me yours for as long as you want
This is my sole intention
Love is the only thing i can flaunt.

Befor e i go to sleep,
I want to see you lying by my side
With your love for me to keep,
Stay with me for as long as time can
bide.

Wake me up from my slumber,
Wake me up before you go away.
Give something, for me to remember
Though the only thing i want is for you
to stay.

And as long as this love goes,
I will wait for your return.
Until you comeback, my heart wont close
Upon the love that i wont forlorn.

Let me carry your burden this time
Depart from me with your freedom.
Dont make me feel that this love is a
crime,
At least give me hope that you will
again come.

I wish you could comeback before my
death and decay,
before the shadows of distrust consumes
me.
L eading to a tragic end for this
curious play
I hope we meet gain at the crossroads
of destiny.

As long as this love goes,
You continue to exist as my reason.
As long as this love goes,
I will still have something to dream on.

There’s so much i want to say,
Thoughts my mind wants to convey.
Words alone are not enough
To make the flow of my feelings stop.

What i feel is love like no other,
A sudden rush of emotional fervor
From the apex of my soul
To the ends of my heart’s goal.

Love that is absolute and enduring
Emotions that are strong and overwhelming
Constantly flutter in my heart
Creating a serene and beautiful art.

I want to draw your hearts portrait,
And make it perfect and great.
I want to capture your beauty
Then cherish it with the utmost of my ability.

I wish to spend the rest of my life by your side
And show you everyday these feelings i can’t hide.
A chance to complement everything that you are,
Is what i hope instead of loving you from afar.

Make me your possession,
Make me your obsession.
Become my life’s sole reason,
and not just my delusion..

I want to build my dreams with you,
I want to make them all come true.
Stand with me on the top of our dreams,
And fulfill whatever our fates deems.

Let me take away your fears
Let me wipe away your tears
Open my eyes to the joy you can offer,
and let’s live our lives better.

Hold out your hands and reach for mine,
Let’s share a happiness no one could define.
Fill me with your affections,
Feed my hungry emotions.

Let’s meet at the crossroad of our destinies,
on the edge of our fantasies.
There, we will move forward together..
From then until time is over.

Thanks for fueling my hungry emotions,
and for giving every word their
definition.
You’ve breathe life to every sentence,
Providi ng them with their essence.

I’m able to make these compositions
beca use you’ve given me the inspiration.
You’ ve gave me this warm feeling
The very thing that my life is needing.

No words can truly describe,
This feeling i’ve kept inside.
Thank you for being my reason,
and for freeing me from my own prison.

I wish for your eternal happiness,
and your freedom from sadness
You deserve contentment,
and not just for this moment.

I apologize for the flamboyant words,
These are the only things i can really
afford.
Writing every word and thinking of the
rhyme,
are enough to kill my needless time.

Takecar e and thank you, again.

The dice were cast,
long before i thought i could last.
The wager has been set,
even right before we met.

I waged my soul, i gambled with my life
Amidst the risk and the hype
Like a masochistic lust
That flows on the veins of distrust.

Des pite the uncertainty,
Desp ite the insanity
I tried to keep the hope alive
Every moment of it, i strived.

I waited and treasured every chance
Giving all my love in advance
Though losing is almost certained,
I continued to enjoy what this game
pertained.
The game still continues,
The gambler still has his views,
The dice continues to roll
Betting on love with a high toll.

I am a gambler,
I gamble with my life, with my soul
My heart is waged, my love is on bet
Hoping to win your affection.

I am an artist of life,
where my soul is my canvas
and love is my brush.
My pallete is time and the paint
are my thoughts.

I will paint your portrait and make it
my greatest masterpiece. Every stroke
and every line shows the love sublime.
Every shade, every shadow are the
testaments of my will.
Your portrait shall be the greatest
work of art the world could ever see,
your face painted will love shall
brighten the hearts of any who sees it.
Your colors will not ever fade, for it
was painted with love and honesty,
trust and loyalty.
I just want you to grant my mish..

Be my model, inspire me.
Display your warm smile and let me see
your soul, open your heart and be my
life.

L et me paint your beauty.