Divergent Chaos

My era of Ambient Dreams has passed..hope seems to be too distant now..life has taken an unexpected turn.

Dreams are lost..as i sit here pondering about the past and neglecting the future.

"Why should i move on?", i asked my self.

"I have lost everything, not one bit of hope and trust is left within me."

"It feels like everyone that I knew had betrayed me."

"…My heart now only knows revenge.."

"..To destroy All"

"…"

"To end all my sufferings…to end ALL sufferings in this world."

The cold west wind blows..freezing my heart to rock hard ice..

Full of sorrow and discontent..of hatred and resentment.

Darkness now fills the empty voids within my soul that was once filled with compassion and human emotion..

How long must i endure this living hell?!

…or should i just accespt my fate and destiny..

I never thought that it would come to this point..

..Nonetheless..my Ambient Dreams has ended..this is the turning point..Endless Nightmares had already started..no one else can comfort me..only death.

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