Divergent Chaos

My Khristine…at last i’ve found you, but i wished that i should have searched for you sooner..

I feel that my life now has a reason.

You’re now my raison d’etre…

Life is much better now.

I Love You Khristine.

It has been 3 weeks since i received the first message that sparked up such a lively textual conversation with khristine.

Relationships were severed and were made during this period of frail moments.

There are things that i regretted doing in the past, things that constantly bombards my mind with flashes of past events that i’ve wanted to forget.

From these experiences, i made a temporary world that exists only in my daydream periods, where i could escape whenever reality seems to suck away all my sanity and filling me up with such hatred for everything concievable.

I wished to drown all those thoughts into oblivion and recreate a new life, but unfortunately, it is impossible.

Until she returned.. khristine…from my past.

This is something that i’ve never realized..but it had already happened.

I’ve once again committed myself to something that i might regret, but don’t want to..

I’ll find out soon enough.