Divergent Chaos

I wake up when the sun sets,

I start my day when the sky is already dark.

I travel the streets, looking at the blinking lights.

Mesmerized and almost hypnotized as they past my sight.

I work when other people sleep and i sleep when they work.

Endless dreams waits for my tired body to succumb to eternal slumber.

I take a break in the middle of the night, i go to the places where people like me go.

The night is not so dead after all, as the city lights glow in the darkness of the freezing hours.

The last thing i would wish to see is the rising of the sun, because it hurt’s my eyes and blinds me.

The essense of life slowly  dwindles away, disintegrating into nothingness as fear and despair manages to conquer the weary hearts of humanity.

The end nears its approach, death lingers in the air.

The ghastly stench fills the humid air.

             The end to man’s beginning is inevitable..

We chose this destiny, because we can.

Our freewill, severed our connection with paradise and leaving us to contend with our fears made from the void,which is sin.

We fear because it is the most basic of instinct.

More ancient than hate,desire,joy,sorrow and love.

It is because of fear that we know of  our true nature, our true selves.

It is because of fear that we struggle to survive. The fear of death.

           Death looms, death seeks..waiting for the passing of time until the life given by the creator becomes ripe for the picking.

Death proves life, like how love proves hate,joy and sorrow,fear and acceptance.

"Many people seeks their destiny, just to find out that we’re all headed for the same direction, death.."

i’ve got nothing to say today.i miss my old life(highschool)

grrrrr….

Pressure is starting to build up, deep inside me because i’m aware of the tasks that would be assigned to me…